My Alter Ego

 

on getting married

my friend will be getting married this coming oct. and for some reason i can’t think of anything else but to get married as well. i suddenly have this urge to get married, don’t know where it came from or why im feeling this way. whenever people ask me when will i get married, i always tell them ’ im still young to get married’ or ‘i still have no plans’ but now i can’t wait for my J to ask me if i want to get married.

what the heck is happening to me???

am a walking, talking, ticketing zombie today, been yawning since this morning, feel like i’ll have a heart attack any minute now. i want to sleep!!!! i need help!!

i want to quit my job but where am i to go, i dont have the luxery of just staying at home and be a BUM, what to do??? bought some cisco books, but just like before, i have no time nor the interest in learning.

fuck, i just want to stop time as it is! stop every thing!!!

i really want to travel, as in backpacking travel, i want to see the world…but i dont have the $$$ for it. poor me, wish someone would give me the $$$ need for it.

6/11/2009 - Conversation

  • what to do what to do, im loosing my mind. want to stop time so i can think. uurrrgghhh!!! i cant stand it anymore. literally freak'n out!!!

im so freak’n tired!!!

6/5/2009 - Conversation

  • i need to be inspired...any ideas how to???

quarter life crisis

loosing my identity

looking forward to my vigan trip =D hope its sunny all the way.

will miss my oscar

Downtown

When you’re alone
And life is making you lonely,
You can always go downtown
When you’ve got worries,
All the noise and the hurry
Seems to help, I know, downtown

Just listen to the music of the traffic in the city
Linger on the sidewalk where the neon signs are pretty
How can you lose?

The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares and go
Downtown, things’ll be great when you’re
Downtown, no finer place for sure
Downtown, everything’s waiting for you
(Downtown)

Don’t hang around
And let your problems surround you
There are movie shows downtown
Maybe you know
Some little places to go to
Where they never close downtown

Just listen to the rhythm of a gentle bossanova
You’ll be dancing with ‘em too before the night is over
Happy again

The lights are much brighter there
You can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares and go
Downtown where all the lights are bright,
Downtown, waiting for you tonight,
Downtown, you’re gonna be alright now
(Downtown downtown)

Downtown
(Downtown)

And you may find somebody kind to help and understand you,
Someone who is just like you and needs a gentle hand to
Guide them along

So, maybe I’ll see you there
We can forget all our troubles, forget all our cares and go
Downtown, things’ll be great when you’re
Downtown, don’t wait a minute more
Downtown, everything’s waiting for you

Downtown (downtown) downtown (downtown)
Downtown (downtown) downtown (downtown)
(repeat and fade out)

wants to stop time and go to neverland.

hate people who pretends to do work but they aren’t doing anything

will be working tonight, too lazy to go to work, not really comfortable with work now, how i wish i can do those work at home thing and spend more time with my little oscar